Can’t I just be normal?

Can’t I just be normal?

Can’t I be allowed to lust after vanity?

Can’t I be allowed to mess around, then change just at the dawn of eternity?

Life is vain, but I want to enjoy its futility.

I want to pop the bottles and get the flesh like a Secular Celebrity.

I want to throw away decorum and have fun, even if it is dirty.

Such were my thoughts on October 15^th 2015.

And my spirit comforts me:

We have too many normal people.

You have a higher calling than being normal.

The normal people need the outstanding people to leverage on.

You can’t be normal……

The normal people need you: they need your prayers and counsel.

They need you to push them out of being normal.

They need you to pursue your higher calling.

Do this for them,

Do this for the normal ones.

Rise above normal for them, have some pity.

Search deeper, discover the mysteries of God.

This is your assignment.

Don’t fail God, don’t fail humanity.

Step out of the struggles, walk into serendipity.

This makes a lot of sense.

After all, I've had my share of the fun.

I've done almost all that could be done.

I realized I am not being forced.

If I choose to be normal, I will still ‘get there’

However, if I choose to be outstanding, I will ‘get there’ without stress.

On this day, a decision was made.

The call of the Almighty was not rejected.

I owe him everything I am today,

It will be so wicked of me to reject his call.

On this day, I TOTALLY submit to God’s will.

On this day, I totally devote myself to God’s kingdom.

On this day, I say: HAVE ALL OF ME LORD.